speaking out the very 1st time

this post actually should post it yesterday...
but i cannot sign in... so here it is
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i think 2day is my very 1st time i talk about so much probs to my fren...
probs bout frenz, myself n others...
2day after 1 of the skul activities, me n XXX talked bout sumthings
times n things tat happen really changes a person's personalities n life style...
mayb bcuz trusting frenz 2 much makes u only rely on them but nt really sacrifice for them...
mayb we care for those who are nt as close n think tat the closer ones can care for themselves...
tat can hurt many feelings...
bcuz talking less wif u will make u think tat we r ignoring you or mad at u...
but sumtimes its juz bcuz we r giving u time to think of wat u did n how 2 settle it....
it doesn't mean tat u muz find other frenz to cover us up...
tat will pull the distance further n further...

pouring everything out is fine but if u add sadness to everyone is like u r trying to make them miserable...
sumtimes u light think tat true frenz sacrificing for u is a sure thing...
but hav u ever think tat u should do the same?
being hurt can help u turn mature n grow...
it is nt for u to back away but to face it...
if nt u will think tat u r useless n nobody care for u...
frenz will nvr dump u for things...
they hope 2 accompany u all the way...
future is unpredictable...
so, let it juz flow n go...
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after this post, of coz i feel better...
but if u guys hav the same prob, i wun mind sharing this post wif u...
ok... gud bye for now...

~SAT,24/10~
~11:35~
~YANZZZ~