outings n trips for the hols

this hols starting quite bored la...
but this few weeks should be filled up lo...

TRIPS:
- going to singapore tomoro...
gotta get out of the hse at 8 in the morning... TT no beauty sleep
then see how it goes la...
i dun think will be very bored la... (hoe so)

- gonna board the star cruise... the virgo i think...
gonna go wif bout 10 family members...
2nd time on cruise...
hope will be s fun s the previous 1 la


OUTINGS: (nt sure gioing or nt)
*these r juz my frens asking me to go...
nt sure going a nt

-12/12 _ they say go sunway skating...
nt sure can go a nt...
hope can go la...
but so many guys there...
i'll sure b nt feeling tat normal...
juz hope i can tag along n nt cause any funny happenings

-?/12_ 1 of my fren is gonna trasfer to seremban...
? wishes to hav n outing wif frenz b4 next year...
hope will can go la...

all the above oso nt yet ask parents de...
juz hoping can go la...
n of coz nt make myself bankrap

i think tats all for now till i come back from either the trips, outings or other things...
so............ BYE~

~Karen~
~SAT, 05/12~
~17:41~
~singapore... here i come...~

comments bout the new hair cut...

i think most of u haven c my new hair cut rite?
if wanna c then go to fb la... there gt pic le...
or our gg blog oso can...
many ppl say i short hair nicer o...
really ma? o.o
some shock when c i cut hair(mostly gals)...
some like no difference(mostly guys)...
haiz... i think tats all le...
my duty oso all over le...
so i thinki'll b downward bored till my trip in december...
i think tats all le... bye...

~Karen~
~FRI,20/11~
~15:54~

haiz... computer fighting

haizzz......
now very cham liao...
everybody(me, my sis, my bro) will be fighting over the computer le... T.T
stupid de lo...
now 3 oso gt email liao...
bro keep on9-ing and snatch the comp from me
lucky sis is going out these few days so 1 ppl less to fight during day time...
the worst thing is its HOLIDAY...
the foghting will get WORST!!!!
AAAAHHHHH!!!!!
now i'm forced to watch the movies using small screen while bro chatting...
next time i want to save money buy laptop liao...
(but i 100% sure i'll get the laptop dunno how many years later)
haiz... really cham le...
i think tats all from my haizzz-ing...

the last thing is wish the SPM-mers a GUD LUCK in ur exam
n
HAPPY HOLIDAY to the ones who r having thier HOLS

till then... TTFN~

~Karen~
~THURS,19/11~
~17:24~
~at last my turn 2 use comp=)~

new hair cut

today i had my new hair cut...
of coz will scared when i sat down n let the hairdresser to plan bout the cut cuz i hav no idea except short... ==
althought the hairdresser say it will fit me, but i was still bit bit scared....
during the haircut, i din even look up throughout the whole cut...
until my mum say ok liao oni i look up...
then after that i keep smiling ... (although i always smile after the cut) xD
it wasn't like wat i expected but it was nice...
i'm really looking forward to meet y frenz n see their faces when they c my new hair style...
hope they say it fit me la...

i think tats all le...
Bye~

~Karen~
~MON, 16/11~
~20:3.~

kat's belated b'day^^

yesterday we helped kat celebrate her belated 15 b'day
it was fun! ^^
the day b4 we(wk, sl n me) went to sl's hse to bake cheese cake, make jelly n mash potato salad...
we almost forgot bout the jelly n salad!! O_O
lucky juz 1 hour b4 i go home we remembered it...
we played wif the cheese n digestive biscuits...
swt rite?

then yesterday when we reached sl's hse, we made up a game tat needed blind folding
then me n sl when running around the hse while vy, wk n yk kept kat bz wif the game...
the after everything was ready, the balloons n spray were brought out n the blind fold was pulled away
we sprayed n she cried... it was a success... MMUAHAHA!!!
then the presents n cake were cut n finally we settled down...
everything was serve n then sl on UP n we watched it...
but half way through, every1 finished eating n was starting to doze of...
n... the b'day girl juz slept after eating... if i'm nt wrong, sum pics were taken... XD
well... atleast it was a success...
i hope every1 was hapi n i here by wish everybody...
HAPI HOLIDAYSSSS!!!!!!!

~Karen~
~SAT,14/11~
~12:15~

i'm back

i'm back... i mean back to blogging...
very long no blog le... today i read sum of my frenz blogs...
mostly nvr update, but those tat gt update de all likeso sad...
bad lucks, heartbroke, bored life n all...
feels like everybody's life is nt goin on so well...
good things r sumtimes real n at the same time an illusion...
life doesn't go as we want but we r the wants to decide our destiny...
i noe very confusing... but i dunno how to describe liao... Xp
we walk the road we choose without noe-ing wat will happen...
its nt like we can see future or predict it...
be optimistic and ur life will go on smoothly...
smoothly doesn't mean no obstacle or adventurres...
if there is none of them in ur life, then there is a HUGE problem to it...
watching other ppl's life go, we can take the lesson and at the same time learn to nt make the same mistakes...
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why do i feel like most of my post r the lesson for life? ?_?

anyway... after those so heavy words...
now is the happy happy words...


bout 1 more week... HOLIDAY WILL BE HERE... YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!! **^V^**
wish early happy holidays to those tat will be having their hols
n good luck to those tat will be having their SPMs...
good luck to u guys n b hapi always...
till the next post... c u l8r...
BYE~

~Karen~
~SAT,7/11~
~13:00~

sugarcraft...

today went to the sugarcraft baking academy...
of coz is wif skul tour la...
the place is in sri petaling(i think is in front of 'the store')...
the place was quite nice
the students there although r oni there for bout 2 or 3 months,
but their skills u will be impressed...
we were seperated into many groups to do n try differennt stuffs...
my group(sue lyn, wai kay n vivan) learned how to make butter rolls...
tat was hard work...
all ours was so out of shape...
too bad i didn't take pics of it...
compared to the students there...
our's was like... how should i campare it??? hmmm...
ah!!! it like the ugly duckling n the swan...
swt camparison rite???hehe
after that we went to eat the food that we made for lunch...
it was of coz good n we r full of 成就感...
then i took pics like mad there...
full battery became almost 0% left... haha
went back to skul n take more pics then was headed back to home...

that was how my day went so far...
hope sumthing interesting will happrn for the next few hours b4 tomoro...
that all for now...
TATA...

~Karen~
~MON,26/10~
~15:18~

jamuan perpisahan pengawas 09

this year i first time join the morning session's majlis perpisahan...

but this year the time crash wif the badan beruniform camp...
so little ppl go oni...
form 3 cuz mostly go da camp so ni 7 went...
summore all girls ar...

this are the oni form 3's... so little oni...

other than that, the form 5 is the second less...
this time is for form 5 but oni less ppl go...
form 4 no nid 2 say lo...
the most is them liao...
i think that all for to day le...

~YANZZZ~

~SUN,25/10~
~11:47~

speaking out the very 1st time

this post actually should post it yesterday...
but i cannot sign in... so here it is
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i think 2day is my very 1st time i talk about so much probs to my fren...
probs bout frenz, myself n others...
2day after 1 of the skul activities, me n XXX talked bout sumthings
times n things tat happen really changes a person's personalities n life style...
mayb bcuz trusting frenz 2 much makes u only rely on them but nt really sacrifice for them...
mayb we care for those who are nt as close n think tat the closer ones can care for themselves...
tat can hurt many feelings...
bcuz talking less wif u will make u think tat we r ignoring you or mad at u...
but sumtimes its juz bcuz we r giving u time to think of wat u did n how 2 settle it....
it doesn't mean tat u muz find other frenz to cover us up...
tat will pull the distance further n further...

pouring everything out is fine but if u add sadness to everyone is like u r trying to make them miserable...
sumtimes u light think tat true frenz sacrificing for u is a sure thing...
but hav u ever think tat u should do the same?
being hurt can help u turn mature n grow...
it is nt for u to back away but to face it...
if nt u will think tat u r useless n nobody care for u...
frenz will nvr dump u for things...
they hope 2 accompany u all the way...
future is unpredictable...
so, let it juz flow n go...
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after this post, of coz i feel better...
but if u guys hav the same prob, i wun mind sharing this post wif u...
ok... gud bye for now...

~SAT,24/10~
~11:35~
~YANZZZ~

out wif frenz for lunch

today went out wif frenz to 100*c for lunch...
quite fun la...
first time out wif so many frenz to lunch...
before we went the rain so big... then later finish also raining... so cham...
but all of us had fun...
all of us took a whole 'family' photo except me(cuz holding camera ma><)
then sure makan makan lo...
all so noisy le...
then finally we all play cheers!!!
(but mostly no drink in the cup le... haha)
conclusion is i had fun... haha
hope next time gt chance again...

~TUES,20/10~
~17:55~
~YANZZZ~

FRUSTRATING!!!!!

just now i went to the pasar malam n i so infortunately met sum1 i hate so much...
seeing that sum1 makes me think of the stupid things the sum1 did...
i'm so annoyed right now...
y izzit so hard for me?
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sumtimes i think i'm much better of as a boy...
i'm rougher than sum boys
not any bit like a girl
likes to act cool
n dun really like 2 comunicate...
between guys n girls being cool...
i think guy is easier to be cool...
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i'm really nt hoping things tat i always read in thenovels happen...
like hatimg each other the more, the better u'll be getting along...
i'm so annoyed n frustrated now...
y is life so complicated??????????????????????

~SAT,17/10~
~21:31~
~YANZZZ~
~FRUSTRATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

1st time mountain climbing

few days b4 i was asked to go moun climbing wif WK...
agreed and we went this morning to bulit gasing...
very long nvr swt like tat liao lo...
summorewake up early in the morning at 6 leh...
bout 7.15 we climb lo...
went pass the watch tower, bridge...
tired, sweating like mad...
but it was fun...
when we go down the mountain again, we went to the nearby play ground n sit on the swing n talk 'xin shi' lo...
but i can't tell u... too bad....

ok la... dun for this post...
TTFN


~SAT,17/10~
~11:55~
~YANZZZ~

tired ~o~zzzz

to day so tired... but i dun hav afternoon nap habit...
nvm la... go on9 oso can rest..

today went 2 chong wen to help register ppl 2 come to sentosa...
students there quite friendly but definitely naughthy...
this is my first time on stage nt shaking... a clap 2 myself...*clap**clap*
this few days after PMR all oso ponteng skul le...
form 3 bout half nt in skul... all pergi wet liao

so sleepy er...
l8r still gt piano class...
i 100% will be 'fishing' in class...
lucky 2moro holiday... can sleep cukup cukup... wahahaha

i think tats all... bye~~~

~THURS,15/10~
~15:45~
~YANZZZ~

MERDEKA!!!

AT LAST... PMR OVER!!!!!!!

all russh me update blog...
hmm...
after PMR i sure nvr touch skul books till next year...
on9, youtubing, storybooks will be all i do...

but now sure hope for as more A as possible lo...
ok la...
i want continue see 黑糖玛奇朵 dy...
BYE~~~


~TUES,13/10~
~20:20~
~YANZZZ~

PMR

PMR is here...
SN, BM, BI is over...
2moro geo le... nt very sure bout it...
very tired le...

actually oso nothing 2 write...
juz wanna update blog... haha...
ok la... tat's all...
BYE~~

~THURS, 8/10~
~17:40~
~YANZZZ~

who exactly m i?

am i easily down? cool? cold? emo? sensitive? touchy? or juz straight down unfriendly?
i really dont know who i m...

mayb my life is better off single than being in group... either way, i still feel lonely...
being alone at least doesn't bring any miserable to any of my frens... its juz me
to me, why share miserable n sadness to others?
keep it to myself n juz give only hapiness out...
atleast it is only 1 ppl who is going to be sad

to tell the truth, feeling linely to me is... juz already my way...
for 14+ years of my life i felt like that n i don't think it will change far...
sumtimes in group,i feel that helping the gang members is juz nt as easy as i thought
i help,others hate/disagree to my opinion..ARGHHH!!!stressed up, worrying to much... to frens, family n even society... all r important to me... but i still feel down...

when i'm alone... i dun smile, look gud or so,...
my frens always say i look sad, sick...
faking a smile n say i'm tired is my answer to all my ques n it juz goes on...

i'm always thinking n asking everyone including myself:
what r the 1st impression ppl put on me?
what do u guys think of me?
how's my attitude?
am i gud enough as a fren?
whats my true personality? my true self?

these questions make me take quizes or test from the internet n all...
most of it is true n i hope some are real... at the same time i hope some r wrong...
answers i'll sure to nid... but i hope to find it myself sum day

weakness r coming out from me 1 by 1...
the toughness i had n trained myself to have for the years is fading...
i'm ashame for what i've been...
easy cryer... who doesn't cry? i always cry by my own, when nobodies there...
this year, i've been crying more n even in front of my frenz...
making them worry, making them sad... i hate it...
WHERE IS MY OLD SELF??? I WANT IT BACK!!!

being down n emo is what i'm use to being called...
maybe i'm really better off by my own

to those who read this post:
so no worries...
nothing can pull me down that easily...
juz typing down my feeling during today's recess time...

~THURS, 10/9~
~1755~
~YANZZZ~
~typing down wat i written down during recess~

exam results

well...
we got all our results from the trial exam...
didn't went as well as i thought but still the best results this year so far...

praying that my place in class will not drop below 10
if not my head will be on the floor
i garantee u...

well... nothing much to say anymore...
well...
all the best to those who are taking PMR n SPM this year la...
bye~~

~THURS, 07/9~
~16:32~
~YANZZZ~
~bored~

AJK 08/09

although i didn't take this photos, but i'll always remember them in my heart... so don't forget me...=P

our precious ketua
kok mun mun

our fierce but freindly penolong ketua
ng sheng yuan

the hardworking setiausahas
setiausaha pentadbiran
tan mei juin

setiausaha khidmat sosial
lee haw yern

eyes full of $$ marks de bendaharis
ketua$$
chua choon bee

penolong$$
ching hui chi

the one who will take care of our things de kuatermaster
toh kok shen

the ones who works as teaching us PC

ketua PC
tan yi yang

PK PC
ivy yap lye yee

the one who will need lots of honey lemon
ong chun yew

the girl who decorates oon pameran
low yi ning

camping is his main job
wong soon leong

brings us to different places to see things that r interesting
lim min yeen

badges for us
lee shing jie

last but not least, the playful AJK Per khidmatan
jonathan goh

TOGETHER WE STAND,
FOREVER AS ONE
never forget us and always remember this slogan
we will never forget u guys
come back when we are having our activities
u r always be warm welcomed by all of us

~TUES, 18/8~
~18:25~
~YANZZZ~
~together we stand, forever as one~
~ dun ever forget us~
~hope u guys live the best onwards~

1/8

MAJLIS PERPISAHAN PBSM 09

this majlis perpisahan is prepared and organized by the form 3s
although it didn't go a smoothly as we expected, it was still a kind of succes

it started out very kelam-kabut till all form 3 panic liao...
MC had sum technical prob
lucky we had ex-PK sheng yuan to help us go through the majlis smoothly...
that day so many冷场, so scary... food nt enough, games gt little messy and all...
lucky till the end we still made it a bit more smoothly and made quite a number of ppl cry...

I as the head of the majlis is proud to say that it was a big SUCCES!!!^^V
THREE CHEERS FOR ALL FORM 3!!! HIP HIP HOORAY

~TUES,18/8~
~17:28~
~YANZZZ~
~ i know its a bit late to write this~
~but its the only quickest time i have~

24/7

dunno which stupid beast wrote awful comments in vvc's blog... awfulll... it is like it has juz been put out from tanjung rambutan when her mental problems r nt cured yet... nuts i call it... if it is a PBSM member... she should juz quit it and stay as far away from PBSM and us... i bet nobody likes her or only like her for certain reasons but nvr friendship... stupid ppl do stupid things(SPDST for short) is wat my dad always say... so i'm juz goin to call the beast call NAME an 'it' cuz she wun reveal who the hack is she... hopes it'll use its brain better lo

~FRI,24/7~
~18:18~
~YANZZZ~
~cursing the stupid so called 'name'~

22/7

to one of my fren that changed alot:

do you think changing is gud? anybody can change back!!!!!!!! do NOT throw your frenz away and think u r everything... wat is it wif dumping sue lyn whenever u r nt in the mood?! ppl who do things like that is a jerk1!! do you noe that? we treat you nicely and u think we treat as pet... using the name PK is nt going to get u anywhere!!! try talking nice juz like wat your friend ask u to... talking nicely makes ppl like u... u think i became this place bcuz i started scolding everybody? u're wrong... ppl is starting to hate u if u realise... u always think u r the only 1 suffering, have u thought of the others? i was nt allowed by your fren to speak,talk some sense in u... juz bcuz she is afraid u will be hurt... i hope u r awake from what u have done... there is no such nonsense that a road is straight... if u keep on, there will always be a 2nd road.... juz WAKE UP from ur evil self n be back the person i noe...
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to whoever that is not happy with the present the members bought for the ajks:

i gave them the budget and if u r not happy wif it, juz tell it to me and not write it in vivian's blog.... think of it this way, if u r he, wat will u feel? happy? sad? scared? WHAT WILL U FEEL? u r terrifiying ny fren n i HATE it... talk to my face if u there... i'm not hoping to see or hear things like this anymore... they bought it and it is done... fullstop...final... so juz STOP arguing but it n go on...
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i hope the posts i post will be read by the ppls that i want them to read... i dun like frens being dump or scolded behind my back bout sumthing i'm leading... take it out or juz quit it...

~WED,22/7~
~18:54~
~YANZZZ~
~a bit pissed bout the thing ppl i noe did~

15/7

DIE LA!!!!!!!!!!!!

after pameran comes the majlis perpisahan... and it is landed on the 25/7... so rush... i'm getting nothing done and i'm a mess... being head of it is definitely not a place to be... now i noe the feeling of the heads of anything... hard, stressful, a BIG headache and all...

ARGGGGG!!!!!!!! hope everything will come out fine and successful under me...

~WED, 15/7~
~18:33~
~YANZZZ~
~hair are being pulled out 1 by 1~

5/7

i hope no one was terrified by my previous post in my blog... i was juz trying to let out how i feel...

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yesterday was the day my mum went and take my report card... all my marks fell but atleast teacher said i was hard working in class... i still got a little scolding from my dad when i reached home... but it was my fault so no point angrying...

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the pbsm taman is sooooooooooooo much cleane after me n some other members cleaned it... i feel so happy bout it... ^&^V

~SUN,05/07~
~12:46~
~YANZZZ~
~much cooled down~

STUPID BROTHER OF ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i Hate my bro... always only noe how to fight, argue,scold ppl without reason... he doesn't even respect his own mother... wat does he think he is? a gangster? a samseng? always scolding ppl behind ppl's back... in skul 1 look, in front of my mom 1 look, at home 1 look... so many different kind of faces... HATE IT!!!

when will he change? change his stupid attitude? don'tr think he is cute or wat... the real him is only revealed in front of me n my sis... lazy, short tempered, and most of all EVIL..... ARGH!!!!

~SUN,05/07~
~12:39~
~YANZZZ~
~hating my bro this very moment~
~cooling myself down wif writing this blog n listening to music~
~fells much better after writing this~

30/6

i finally got my results and i'm in the top 10 in class... i'm quite happy but still i'm having problems... i can't go to anymore kursus or camp bcuz PMR is coming and i need to study... i really hope to go to the prefect's kursus this year but i think i dun have any chance...

ay last my fren is becoming herself and nt hiding any tears anymore... but she is still sfraid to look straight at him... she's turning a little cheerful this days... atleast she changing... hopes she'll be being the old her b4 this relationship...

~TUE,30/6~
~16:36~
~YANZZZ~
~nothing special~

15/6

well... nothing quite happen in the holidays...juz boring all the way... let's see whet i did all holiday...

5/6
1.Went to school bout 9.30 in the morning
2.Planned to clean class room Needed to find Pn. Goh to take the block G keys(3of us were scared to ask for it)
3.Took the keys and started cleaning the class room
4.After work, went to have korean food for lunch... it weren't that bad but it was quite expensive for me... RM 30 per person...(high right?)

12/6 - 14/6
went for camping with the PBSM membersm in FRIM... there were only 8 members and 12 were AJKs... shocking... so long i've been to some camps and his was quite relaxing... had a great time and did all types of activities... if i have anymore chance i wish to go to more outdoor camping with the PBSM members again...

well seems bored right? i mean my holiday... only 4 days of things to do... other days are juz computer and tv and alll... so bored... now i have to wait for my results...

~MON, 15/6~
~18:16~
~YANZZZ~
~praying, hoping and wishing to have great results~

8/6

为什么世界那么残忍？
为什么爱对方的人都不能在一起？
为什么好人一定会受伤害？
为什么则一切一切都要发生在同一个人的身上？

有谁可以回答我以上的各个为什么吗？

这些问题的答案我都想用来安慰某个朋友。
我没有经验不过这个朋友被伤得太重，我真的好想安慰她。
希望这位朋友知道我说的是她，也希望他看了则次的部落格后不要再悲伤难过了。

~MON,8/6~
~10:50~
~YANZZZ~
~wishing my fren XXX be happy soon~

exam GONE... holiday COME!!!

at last... exam is over... BUT cannot too hapi... nid practice for teacher's day performance... HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..............................
die liao la... but 1 thing... i no nid to tugas that day... ^^ but after that i nid go home by 1 o'clock for piano class... =(... 1 gud come, then 1 bad oso come...=(

hoping my frenz wun suffer anymore lo... so sakit hati leh...

today except for sum arguing, the so called "rehersal" was quite a success... all thx to my 'mummy'(chris)... haha

hope to have a great succes for friday la...


~WED, 27/5~
~20:43~
~YANZZZ~
~the girl tat still dun write a gud blog~

EXAMS!!! ARGH!!!

haizzz... exam come liao... so kesian... having my sejarah exam tomorrow which will make me die after getting the results for that sub... being so bored... dun want study oso cannot... =(

haizzz... i think thats all lo... wish those who is having exam all the best...

Thursday
21/05/09
4:31pm
~the girl that is having exam~
~Yanz~

it's complcated...

i suddenly realized something... my life is never as interesting as other people... i wander around on my own most of the time and although i don't quite like being alone... i can't seem to be around friends like i want to... seems strange right?

all my friends out there... i know u sometimes think i'm very cocky... but i think that is because i don' think i can communicate well with people... everything feels strange to me... maybe i am getting friendlier each year in my secondary life but ... it is complicated... to me... everything seems complicated although i don't have to worry bout it...

all i think in my head is tat all friends prob that i know i should help them to solve it... but my own bad probs are not allowed to interfere with my friends happy life... friends are for helping but not hurting... all my friends might disagree but that is my motto... so hope nobody tries to change this ppsrt of me that i think is not a big prob to any of us cuz i have tons of advices to comfort friends but not myself... so don't let me waste my advices... ^^V

mon, 18/05/09
~KAREN~

back to my old school ~YOKE NAM~

i when back to my old skul today... i met quite some old school mates but all oso sentosarian... haizzz... most of the sentosarians are yake nam-rians... ^^

i toke some pics with my teacher and friends... (who would miss a chance like tat?)
but also quite bored...

i don't think there is anything more to say... so tats all folks

friday 15/5

hmm... at last i have an blog account... i think i want to start writing blog is bcuz of things tat happen on me n my frens lately... i think i'll write my blog once in a blue moon...

well... exam is near and all sorts of probs is creeping towards me... it is freaky!!

sum frens of mine juz had sum bad day or situattion and i dunno why is it bugging me so much... as for my dear form two prefect juniors... i dunno wat to say after wat i heard tat hapen in the afternoon session...

i think i like to worry too much and i can't get it of me... i think it is juz the way it is...

well... i think the 'single girl group' will be starting soon... and of cuz i'm joining... haha... if anyone is reading this... thx for 'listening' to my probs...